Looking at your picture,

Standing in the rain,
It's late, it's cold,

Picturing your smile,
Holding tight, clinging close,
Your memory so special,

I've been trying hard, to find, my way out,
Trying to hide, to forget, how much I care,
To look you up, to talk, I don't dare, I can't dare,

Missing you, but not risking no more,
Nothing will ever be the same,
Never as beautiful, as ever before,

Your eyes, so captivating, so powerful,
Pulling me in, standing in the rain,
Some might say that it's too late,

But I'm still awake, and I still care,
I just love the way that you made me feel,
Just everything about you, used to be such a big deal,
For me,
Wishing that I couldn't see,
Just how much you mean to me,

It's late, it's cold,
Thou and behold,
All alone and soaking,
I feel like I'm choking,
Slowing losing breath, slowing lacking feeling,

Left down in the gutter, it's all real,
Wishing I didn't have to wake up, wishing I wouldn't sleep,
Your eyes still baring a hole in my soul,
Pressing down so deep,
Pushing at my chest,

I can't breathe,
I can't live without you, not without you,

but what can I do... what can I do...